I do have all kinds of random thoughts going through my mind all the time. But most of the times when they hit me I am either sitting on the bus or lying in my bed, so I tend to forget about them the next morning. And I get lazy writing stuff from time to time, although I do have the habit of doodling things down on a notebook that I always carry with me.
Recently I 've thinking a lot. By a lot I mean a lot with capital A and L. Standing on the crossroad of time and things--- This is already the end of my second year in uni, yet there are still another two years waiting for me ahead; with the leaving of some people some memories will be kept deep in a conner of my mind, yet some more new exciting things are happening. People come and people go; my hairstyle changes from straight to wavy; what has always been there, is the thought that life and the procedure of growing up have given us. The older you are, the harder it is to make choices for life. And what's worse, sane people like us can't afford "choosing not to choose" (from Train Spotting) , because we are not guaranteed a chance to start all over.
So I think and I choose, to try to live a better life and become a better person day by day. I meet new people, and try not to be afraid to face my inner self or opinions from others. I am trying to think loud, and live out loud.
From today on I will try my best to write something here every once in a while. After all it's interesting to see what yourself used to be like and used to think several years later and discover the power of growth and time.
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