Why don't we appreciate ourselves

I logged in my Chinese blog just now, only to find one new comment by Lucia: Jennie, I like you, in every way.
And this reminds me of some days ago when Suvi told me she liked me so much for everything. And also for Tammy's comment on facebook: "I am officially jealous of you! I want to trade place with you!"

Well, seems that I am envied by quite a lot of people. Why I am still unhappy and think my life as totally miserable? I used to envy Kev for his popularity. But he was always complaining and struggling. Now he's decided to give up everything he has here, for a total new life in Canada. A brave new world in front of you, Kev. Are you happy now?

And I do admire Suvi for she has got the only opportunity offered by government to study in Finland. She has been working so hard and finally get what she deserves. But she is still jealous of me and Kev..

I call this a bizzar jealousy triangle. (adapted from bizzar love triangle, by Frente!)
When can we stop looking at others and begin to appreciate we what already have?! It's always easy said than done, I am afraid.

All right.....

I admit the lack of perseverance. I know this is like.... my 100th blog?

Two reasons to justify my frequent changing of blogs:
1. I really can't bear the monotony of staring at the same skin and pattern everyday
2. I really want to find a neat and nice place where I can see ideas and thoughts of real decent people rather than old perverts or shallow guys who keep leaving comments like"hey ya super cool chick we should hang out sometime"

This is pretty much of it. I will certainly write more later on as I am now quite engaged in reading The Holy Bible and finishing my book report on it.

Don't leave irrelevant comment or total nonsense here!